Sorry sorry sorry for the long hiatus!

But I'm back! I WILL update frequently for the rest of this summer at least :D

Anyway most important update: I PASSED FIRST YEAR!! Thank you God

I will never ever again let myself get into a scenario where i end up doing retakes. Worst thing i have ever endured bar none.

But i'm super proud i got through it relatively unscathed and definitely much more self confident. I've found out first hand that it's a good test of character when you are given only one chance to save the career you've been striving for all your life. I got through it and i'm so relieved- i feel incredibly blessed. It also helped restore all the self-belief this very testing year had knocked down.

So basically, I'm back baby!! :D