Yeah, sent off my UCAS application form for dentistry today...
after pressing send i was swamped by a sea of emotions....
-the immediate desire to want to unpress the 'send' button and check through for the 10th time
-followed by an anxiety attack
-huge sadness
-fear
-the loud thumping of my heart
-then going to eat something (i hadn't had lunch and it was 2:20pm- ish)
-texting my sister
-feeling a bit better
-reading a comic
-feeling a lot better
-feeling suddenly hyper
-running around the room
-giggling, laughing
-sudden calm
-contentment
-being at peace with the idea that i did all that i could
-going to my physics lesson
ah, yes- indeed folks- a dramatic day!
having only had 3 hours of sleep the night before probably didn't help...
nevermind nothin' i can do now!
i just gotta sit tight a wait now.
Then came home, went to badminton and stayed awake sitting on your bed, staring into space for hours.... all in all, a pretty awesome day :)
ReplyDeleteJosh xxo